I’ve been having this nagging feeling that something is not right. I’m seeing someone and it was really exciting at first but it’s only been a few weeks and I’m already having this weird feeling. Why? Maybe it has something to do with him being a little flaky? But he’s got young kids, and they need him… and he’s a single dad and they’re all living with him. I know how hard that is. I was a single mom for a long time. Am I being unreasonable? Or maybe he’s just not meeting my Love Expectations. I did say I wasn’t gonna settle.
I don’t know, but I feel like I’m blaming it on my Anxiety. Well, I’ve been taking my meds, kinda sorta… but being bombarded with pressures at work, school and home I feel that maybe, just maybe it’s putting a damper on this new thing I’m having. My tummy’s been hurting a lot lately like the butterflies are having a wrestling match in there.
But something really is not right.I mean, it feels like it. I just can’t put my finger on it. Well, he’s nice and all but I have a strong feeling that there’s something he’s not telling me. Yeah, that’s it! I have trust issues and after a few weeks I know zilch about him. Maybe I should give it more time, it’s only been a few weeks after all. However, I somehow have a feeling that I’m done. I’m already bored and that he’s wasting my time. Ouch!
I guess that’s it, it’s time to move on.
Or maybe I’m really just not ready yet.
One thing I’m sure of, I’m not going to settle this time… life is short, I wasted enough.
LIVE LAUGH … BELLE PAPILLON
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